11.27.2010

find the goodness

from all the happenings - whether work-related, school stuffs, life... there would always be some adjustments to make, just like what I'm going through.

 last week, I had my braces to fix the overbite. I haven't felt any pain the first time i wore them, seems to be normal only the feeling is a little bulky. it's only when i eat, that's the only time na ramdam kong may something. It's hard to chew! i cannot bite a pizza and even the sides of a wheat bread and when before it took me fifteen minutes to finish a meal, my goodness now.. it would take me an hour! geez. but i'm not complaining. No pain, no gain kaya ang drama ko ngayon. :)
 

another story of adjustment.. 

last month was somewhat a li'l difficult for me since W left for the states for an on-site assignment. it meant a bigger responsibility since i have to take care of the pillar we were working on. i needed to adjust. to get used to work without someone who knows more than i do.  i need to learn things i oughtta know by now. so much to learn, i thought. i'm getting by and sometimes, when laziness strikes during office hours, i just keep remembering the last thing he told me when he was still in manila - that i'm on my own now and that i have to do my work better, na galingan ko para hindi raw siya mahirapan sa US (selfish ni koy. ehehe). honestly, nakakamiss din pala yung unggoy na yun. ehehehe.

juat a month or two from W's flight. another transition, a-would-be-another-adjustment. E, my ever cool and geeky tl will be rolling-off from the team by the end of the month. awts. wala nakong tagahiram ng charger when my cellphone battery dies. i'm gonna miss my tl big time. it's sad but this is how it all goes. parang national event lang yan. after ilang years, kailangan rin magpalit ng presidente. to change. to move out from the comfort zone so that everyone would grow.

im doing all the adjustments while finding the goodness in these and i'm staying on a positive note while walking on a rocky road (lalo na pagdating sa pagkain.. the road is really rocky!). =)

11.11.2010

when i thought i look gloomy..


there are these days that i really feel so wasted, feels that i look so dull and pale and really not-just in condition or in-shape.. but wouldn't it be all surprising when you're feeling these non-shimmering moments, several people started to tell you that you look blooming? it's one hell of a big whaaaaattt???  hehe. and i can say, it's so uplifting and you started to look in the mirror again and try to fix yourself, strike a smile and began believing (well, idk if it's a truth) that  you really are glowing. :)

11.06.2010

j. street

today, i found myself walking on the street i once walked on when i was a fresh graduate. more than anything now, i got myself back in this road for health reasons. i don't think i could still have a sound body (and mind?) if i go on with the current set-up i am in. actually, i'm just trying my luck here. i still don't have a firm decision yet, just looking for an option. :)

11.05.2010

first step


i'm taking a leap! :)
"Sometimes, it's the smallest decision that can change your life forever."